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boy who cared for me somuch
Tuesday, August 4, 2009 @ 4:47 AM


Picture above is KhairulAzfar. (: my brother ,The boy who cared for me more
than a boyfriend do. And has been there for me , ohyeahs . My so called
brother (: He is better then my boyfriend and has nver been even the slightest
been a bad brother. He never fail to make me smile even if Im feeling down.
The first guhy that ask with the most serious face , and die2 must know attitude.
Begining of the year most of my friends thought we're couples. Bcous we look
like one. And I do agree. But we're not. We're brother sister. (:

Just now after Canberra park , I cried. Well the 1st person who heard my
biggest secret is Twinny . (: The person who heard me till the end and cried
with me. Yeas , I am easy to be cried about. Facts about me is :
crying is a sign of relief and satisfaction. to me life. Keeping it to
myself makes me feel like a bump. ): Yeahs I'll shuddup. And this blog
wont be revealed to anyone yet. Untill next week (:

Azman called , I msged him earlier asking if he knew about ysterday.
He said 'ade ape ah ' Then I say nvm , I also duno. So he said bye.
thts the end of the conversation. Goodbye only. . ? I shall not say tht
it was annimonthsary. ): how could he ? how could he not rmmbr it ?
The day ? our one month. I dunt understand. Anyway, anyhow .I should
understand his situtation , while he dont even understand wht I want ?

I rmmbred when he was still waiting for me. He promised me that he wont
do whtevr my ex have done to me , and repeat wht had happened to us last
time. I trusted him ,how could he ? why would he ? ): I just cnt belive he
did this to me. he did wht he did last time. and for me ,my conclusion
has always been replaying the memories tht I cried in class. bcause he wantd
to end us. and start with tht bitch , b!tch tht stole him is afiqah.
I cnt belive it lahs.):I dont want tht , no . please no more.
I wish I knew wht is /was going on . What did I do wrong ? Why had this
happened ? I've been asking myself questions . no answar yet.
I've lost myself in us , in me. ): I duno who to trust. Is it fantasy or
reality ? Iduntknow. This hurts me so much. ):

and this song is wht might be part of me :

"I Wanted You" by Ina

Lately I've been thinking about what I can do
I've been stressing to fall back in love with you
I'm so sorry that I couldn't follow through
But I can't go on this way. I've got to stop it babe
You've been wonderful in all that you can be
But it hurts when you say that you understand me
So believe me. I, I am sorry, I, I am sorry, I, I

I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I lvoed
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted you

I've been pushing hard to open up the door
Trying to take us back to where we were before
But I'm done. I just can't do this anymore
'Cuz we can't be mended, so let's stop pretending now
We've been walking around in circles for some time
And I think we should head for the finish line
So believe me. I, I am sorry, I, I am sorry, I, I

I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I lvoed
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted you

I, I.. I'm so sorry baby
But I, I.. I gotta pack up and leave
But I, I'll always remember how we came close
..to being how I wanted to be
I wanted you baby
I wanted you

I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I lvoed
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted you