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Diny Romano,
That's my big name, as you can see. Its easy to pronounce , just blurt it out. 180696 My life is about five things; Family, Friends, Merak Kayangan, Studies& Fun. What I dote or hate is none of your business. Perfection is something that I want to get in life. L; 3-j&1-y,n,k
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Oh my brain ,so confused
Sunday, August 9, 2009 @ 8:56 AM


you've turned bigger (:
More cuter(:

Hies,
:{ Im in a state of confusion , I dont understand a thing. The feelings has turned
to two things : want or dont want. I want azman right now or dont want azman ?
As my babe told me ; u shud deserve someone better,I donot wish 2 kno who , ):
I want Sharif . That feeling is so wierd {?} My heart gave
me a shock of guilt to the mention of his name. Maybe not his , their.
Things that I miss: Things like your funny little laugh,the way you smile .

I want ask sharif if I could ask him on steady , but I with azman . I dunt want to
timer2 .I wished I wouldnt have complicated relationship . Im so irritated.
Its history taking place all over. I hate this , I wana throw it away. I want a new
start. Please [!] . Oh shit lahs. I cant belive it la , I cant belive that I am
thinking sucha thing , its just that its so long since azman talked to me.
1st august was last ? oh , no 4th aug but those were so short conversations.
): I feel like crying , I miss his voice , his laughter his lame jokes.
His beg , his evrything although its in a phone call only. ):
I miss my one and only azman (: but he is neglecting me [?] It felt tht way.
I am so mad at him , but I love him . Although I can feel it all faded
to the background. ); Chatting with myrah make me cry . I opened my feelings.
She wanna kill herself , me ? Well i got over tht feeling , She said she was
frustrated. I said 'I am frustrated with myself because everything in my life is so messy . I am so weak. Im too short. I wont get the boyfriend that cares for me. azman never call me and talk alot with me anymore . I am so angry. I miss him. I am confused as ever between sharif and azman. I duno wht to do .Its complicated.
I've been neglecting my school friend eversince azman never called me. I duno how to apologize , although they said they understand .evryone became my victim , I am so stressed . Teacher somehow is irritating , i just duno wht to do.
I scold them ,, I scream at them'
Haish , now effecting me is azman , somehow thinking of him makes me cry. ):

Whye are you making me cry ? Youre making me cry all over again like last time.
If only I could ask myself once again , how did I let myself fall into a wrong
r/s again. I lasted long with azman last time bcause we do comunicate but at least
once a month la. Everything was so lovey dovey. but turned out so ugly. I wished I
wasnt weak , I wished I could stop crying . Stop being weak , the weakling again.
Im so frust with me. I just dowan to do it anymore. Uhrg , Im nolonger good in R/s
I couldnt suffer in silence anymore, I wouldnt want to see myself trumble and fall.
I cant belive myself anymore, I duno wht to do with myself. I only could cry at
myself. I could only blog my ffellings , I wouldnt like to share.I have no motto
in life , mmy goals has been crushed. I have been crushed. I have been thrown away.
I have been stabbed , right into myheart. aoow , ): . I wish I could fade alittle.
And go everywhere to understand peoples feeling. But I wished I could understand
myself my problems first and find a solution before it turns ugly ):
Advices are parts of my situation. Its a puzzle. I jigsaw puzzle ,but harder.
a 2134pieaces jigsaw puzzle.Haish , grr azman ? sharif ? azman ? sharif ? Diny /;

oh jeesh , goodnight. Sayonara. );